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Do your emotions control you more than you control them? Are you struggling with addiction?
Do you get really angry and regret it later, but like that power of anger when you’re in it?
Do you find yourself doing “stupid” things so quickly and automatically that you feel hopeless about ever being able to stop?
Are your eating and sleeping habits out of whack?
These are problems with self-regulation and addiction.
They’re very common in people who’ve had tough childhoods, including unwanted or abusive sexual experiences.
Self-regulation means skills and abilities for managing emotions, urges, wants and needs.
And addiction includes porn, casual sex, gambling, and anger binges, not just alcohol and drugs.
A very important self-regulation skill is resisting urges or impulses that leave you feeling bad afterward, including addictive ones. Also key are healthy habits and behaviors around eating, sleeping, and other things you need on a daily basis.
However good or bad our childhoods were, we all struggle with bad habits and problem behaviors. And self-regulation problems both cause and worsen them.
First of all, unwanted or abusive sexual experiences usually cause intense negative emotions (if not right away then later), and people naturally want to avoid and escape from them.
Then, the ways we try to avoid or cope with our emotions, and the stresses of our lives, often end up causing new and bigger problems.
Angry and aggressive behavior, getting drunk or high, compulsively using porno or having sex – these are often attempts to avoid and escape feelings of helplessness, fears of rejection, and unfulfilled wishes to be loved. They all involve problems with self-regulation.
Other problems with self-regulation and addiction are attempts to deal with feeling nothing and being disconnected from others (or even from life itself).
For example, many guys drink heavily as a way to connect with other people. Some men cut or burn themselves, or pick fights they know will lead to getting hurt, to feel “something, anything.”
The effects of unwanted sexual experiences on self-regulation are best understood within the bigger picture of one’s life and development.
Often unwanted or abusive sexual experiences happen to children and teenagers who’ve faced lots of other challenges and problems in their lives, especially in important relationships.
For example, maybe your parent(s) or the adults who raised you didn’t help you talk about your feelings and find positive ways of dealing with their causes.
Instead they may have, through the example of their own behavior, taught you to act out angry impulses and block out negative emotions with addictions and other unhealthy escapes. They may have never provided the stable home and daily routines that children need to develop healthy eating, sleeping, and other self-care habits. (See Caution: It’s Not All About the Sexual Experiences.)
Self-regulation problems can have a big impact on one’s current relationships, especially with important people in one’s life.
These problems with self-regulation and addictions are usually a big focus in the first stage of recovery, as described by Herman’s Stages of Recovery model.
It really is best to start dealing with them as early as possible because, as you know better than anyone else, they can cause so many problems and lots of suffering for you and other people in your life.
Whatever self-regulation problems you have now, and however you came to have them, it is possible to overcome them.
You can learn to manage unwanted emotions and destructive impulses. You can reduce or end addictions and other bad habits. You can develop new daily habits of being mentally and physically healthy.
It takes time to make such changes in your life, and goes in stages (with some inevitable backsliding from time to time). It will probably require help from others, including a therapist or other professionals.
But it is possible, and many other men have overcome huge problems with self-regulation and addictions, and gone on to achieve great success and happiness.